Christmas/weekend=]

so on Christmas day i spent most of the day at home then i went to my aunts house for our Christmas brunch lol then me and my younger cousin spent that night with his friends just chilling basically all in all it was fun, i got a diamond encrusted whistle pendant, uggs, a couple of hundred dollars, a chefs basket, 3 scarfs, and a cheesecake=] hell I'm grateful

FRIDAY: i went to the winter fresh party with Christina && emon which got shut down amazingly early but it was cool i saw a lot of people and we were turnt anyway.lol

SATURDAY: so Ashly hits me up and asks if i would go to the grove with her so i said cool, so i left on the bus for her house at about 3 in the afternoon she calls me and tells me she isn't home yet so i go to my cousins house which happens to be right around the corner and shes home from langston university (down south) so i chilled there and ate pizza then i went to Ashly's house where we acted stupid until it was time to leave then we get to the grove and meet up with everyone else and we walk around for a while acting a plum fool then we post at chipotle where we grab some burrito bowls then that's when some of the mayhem began joshanae was about to beat this girls ass lmao it was a site to see, then this boy attempted to shoot on my uggs, but i shut him down real quick lmao. so we begin to walk back to the theater were we previously purchased movie tickets and as we walk in behind us was Kayne west. Now this dude is the rudest dude lol a bad Asian chick tries to take a picture with him and he looks at here like bitch please get the fuck out my face( yea that's how his expression was lmao) so were like w.e so we kept it pushing and went inside the movie and apparently the place sold to my freaking tickets so there were no seats available so we went t the ticket place and got our money back then we met up with heavy locc and she tells us about a big as fight that happens and niggas pulling out guns and all lmao gang banger travel nowadays. then we go to nordstrom while we take pictures and window shopping well atleast i was this lil boy stares at ashly and rolls his eyes and gives chelsea the finger in sign laugnge and tries to fight joshanae and lo key tried to run up on me lmao so we just sat and laughed til we were crying come to find out he was deff and the thing on his head was a hearing aid a cherry on the shake lmao!












p.s more pics to come im just to lazy to go on

also everyone say goodbye to my 3 finger ring=[

MY BIRTHDAY

so today is my birthday



now its finally set in i feel so special my phone froze for like 10min while the aims pour in wishing me a happy birthday=]. 17 it is i cant wait to see what people got me=] and definitely turn some shit way up=]



its my birthday why not=]




not really my cake i just like the way it loooks.

Christmas eve=]

i woke up this morning got a call from my old boss karla (California African American museum days=]). she asks me if i would like to help her pick out some last minute presents for her daughter, i said sure so we drove to the grove and spent like 2 hours in American girl shopping for her daughter's doll(Addy) a adventure it was lol i must admit the whole idea of the American girl doll being in different nationalities and not just the top three that we find most familiar(barbie) was a genius and are making big bucks, plus the dolls were all of a historical time period and they all had a Enlighting story to go along with them. Next stop was gap where we spent just as long of a time, then nordstrom, then pottery bar kids, and finally tjmax. Times like this made me wish i was kid again=]. Next we stopped at Starbucks i got a white chocolate mocha latte with caramel(a must) and a bag of sweet and spicy chill Doritos (pavilions) then on our way back home she pulled a birthday gift from the back seat for me of course i opened it right there and it was a kangol scarf pretty snazzy indeed well to sum it all up this Christmas eve went pretty smooth.

doll house for her daughter it was 4 fucking stories fuly stocked with furniture and all.

the best=]





p.s MY Birthday IS Tomorrow=]=]=]=]

Realization

so today i had a break through. i often wonder what does all this mean, "this" being LIFE. i went out today in search of a j.o.b something i haven't had since the summer and i got 25 applications=] via metro public transportation. As i rode the bus by myself i looked at what was happening around me, The people,The environment, what does it all really mean i looked at the next person wondering if they were going through anything life changing, wondering what kinda life style they live, how did they get there. Its crazy how the mind can Wonder off so far within the small time periods available. and i got home and my mom plays me really close she promised me $2oo for my birthday and she only gives me $1oo, at first i was really upset thinking shes trying to make my life a living hell, when i realized how heavy her load truly is, i mean she goes to work 5 days a week, buys all the food, pays bills, takes care of my grandfather and my step father all on a librarians salary with absolutely no help from anyone (deep huh). so I'm not gonna trip i get things all through the year so hey, people receive your blessing don't block them.


this my reality.









this barbie was the sickest barbie i ever seen (good will)

kenneth cole reaction collection=]

amazing

this is one of my all time favorite dances he's just a great dancer. he's truly a inspiration.

i forgot which season this was on but it almost brings a tear to my eye Lacey and Cameron are phenomenal.



passion

break as begun

OK so Christmas break has started=].
even tho it started kinda shaky tho, so any who i stayed home Friday with absolutely nothing to do(should of went to school0. i watched a couple of movies on the internet=](Free). i get dressed for "i jerk" and my ride flakes loll but i didn't trip, so Saturday comes around my cousins ask me to help them move a TV so i said sure so i helped them move the TV, and come to find out they wanted me to actually help them MOVE! even better i was fucking dressed, thinking i'm doing minimal work. loll(skinny,vest,flannel,and moccasins), i was not prepared for this loll so we moved them and we went to Mike's deli i got a pastrami which was the best that i ever had and healthiest=]. so the night rolls around and i go to Greg's party in Ladera and cedra was fucked up x1o, i saw so many old faces mainly the 07's and o6's, they dance like old people loll funny how a couple of years outta high school can change your whole demeanor loll, and the party gets shut down early so we just decided to catch up with some old friends and now I'm up at 12:15pm eating this gigantic marshmallow sucker thingy.


P.S my birthday is on THURSDAY

sick

so i've spent the last two days at home on account of the rain
and im already sick so it would of just made things worste.
so i spent the days watching movies and youtube lol

tore the fuck up=]

So today was chill as hell nothing to big, my mom decides to be my friend (she saw she was wrong), then my dad took me suit shopping his philosophy is that "ever young man should have atleast one nice suit to wear"(ancient man voice) lol, so we found a suit and pair of shoes that I think are too coool. Well anyway back to the main story so later today I went to cater my aunts party and I did so I made $57.63,



So why I was doing the job im over all this fucking wine and other so I decide to start dipping lmao,
I drank:
Vodka and cranberry:idk how many
White wine: 3 glasses
sour apple smirnoff:2 bottles
Brandy and egg nog:3 glasses
Abore mist: idk how many
other red wine:idk how many.=]



here's another shaded as pic from july the 4th
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Damn I was so toe the fuck up
I was too on that whole night and kinda still am hints the 2am blog session right now lmao.

(Get out my face bitch)

hustler

what i fucking need to be

Motivation=]

another great one.!

wow.

So this morning I asked my mom if she could take me to the bus stop and she went the fuck off so I said nevermind and walked from slauson and 7th ave too vaness and florence(far huh) so I call my neighbor and she picks me up from there since I missed my bus and she gave me $1.25 to get on the 115 so I did and I got to school at like 9:21am. So im late for class and I got a truancy notice, and also forgot the sauce for my cooking class at home. At this point I couldn't hold it back anymore I kept trying to find some good out of the situation I was in but none come out of it so I shed some tear trying to keep them decret as I walked through the hall.. Well anyway bottom line idk what's gonna happen when I get home, im not going to any parties, and im broke $0.00 aint that a damn shame.!

heartless?

Life is seeming almost un real. Yesterday school was a breeze got out early so I was all set... then stopped at starbucks I got a vanilla bean with caramel and a ginger bread cookie ash got the same... then chilled with ash and went to her neices perfomance it was alil boring but you kno we gotta suppor the youngins, if we don't who will?....

cookie was great

















what ashly wore
grey corduroy blazer
blue and white vertical stripe shirt
white tights
leather horse boots
what dev wore
navy peacoat
blue and teal flannel
black vest
grey pants
black mocassins


Now this is where all hell breaks loose my mom and I haven't talked for 3 days (WTF) so I come home last night and she buys food for everyone else and not me so I had to walk to crenshaw and spend my own money on food (double WTF) then I get back home and I think too my self I should be crying... but why let it show no one cares anyway, and plus it won't change anything so I chilled til I feel asleep, and I woke up actually thanking my mom(not literally) even tho she's not doing the motherly thing, in a way its teaching me that nothing in this world is free, nothing in the world is given to you as well, could this mean a more independent DEV on the way idk maybe so,

DEV out

what a DAY

so my day starts off horrible, but it got way better its seemed to bee all jokes
a cheerleader gets into a fight well jumped rather lol, idk why i find that funny but i do, then practice comes around and makes everything a bit more Live.
we got alot accomplished, made up two dances bomb i know right lol
so this is when all the horror and terror kick in. lol
so i was walking Ashly home(the Heights) as usual and we decided to take a couple of pictures under the street lights it was fun here are a couple that we took.
























what ashly wore:
royal/navy blue vintage sweater with leather shoulder coverings
black tights
gold zebra earrings
gold rope chain
worn teal leather bag
pointy toe leather boots
What devin wore:
levi's painter button up
Lawrence thomas` original slevless hoodie
gray jeans
black moccasins
hand made bead necklace

well back to the story were now by parent elementary when this dude in this creepy ass truck passes by staring at us, then he makes a quick U-turn and thats when Ash and i started hauling ass full speed down the street then we hit the corner and he passes by and makes a left omg we kept running too her house... we told ashly's mom and she said we should of got the license plate number lmao
man o man what a fucking night
need i remind you this is all on a school night.

welcome.

so this my first blog since my old account.
i had to get rid of the old one=], but yea anyway
my goals for my new blog is to type about any and,
everything that i find interesting.
so stay posted i have a feeling you'll enjoy

p.s remember nothing is set in stone.!